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pimples are oozing out of my face yet again. i do hope it's just the shampoo (old one ran out). grosssss.
had a damn shiok run at macr. yestd. just like the good old days, cept that i couldn't hear jl's breathing and cheers and reminders to maintain my running form. after finishing my run i felt dead beat. haha. which is a pretty nice feeling. i mean after the run and all.. speaking of which.. i miss jl tonnes and i still haven't heard from her :( which makes me sad and scared and worried.
i hope this hunger thing passes soon so that i can stop growing horizontally. we're leaving for china in just over a week! i rather dislike flights and travelling now. they remind me of things i don't want to remember. and holidays always mean an increase in the reading on the scale so oh crap i shall attempt to break a personal record and lose weight while we're over there. no soft ground over there too! neh. maybe we'll go shopping all day and i'll burn something from that.
i feel so retarded right now.. an incredibly horrible feeling that next year (which is a mere 24 days away) will be very unpleasant has settled itself in the back of my head.
goodness gracious me ..
oh oh! CROSS COHESION DAY on monday. hahaha. i wonder why they named it "cohesion day". and why kaiming calls the "wet weather plan" a "wet day plan". ahha. interesting use of vocab at training.